Today is the day that I was going to retest.
I am too scared. I am not ready to see a negative again. At this point, I am sure I am not pregnant. I have convinced myself to protect myself.
Is there a glimmer of hope? Of course, otherwise I would quit the progesterone now and let the next cycle begin. But alas, I will not stop the progesterone until at least the 12th, 2 whole days earlier than the doctor said to test. I will test on the 12th and if it is negative, it is negative.
If it is positive, I will be overjoyed!
I am too scared. I am not ready to see a negative again. At this point, I am sure I am not pregnant. I have convinced myself to protect myself.
Is there a glimmer of hope? Of course, otherwise I would quit the progesterone now and let the next cycle begin. But alas, I will not stop the progesterone until at least the 12th, 2 whole days earlier than the doctor said to test. I will test on the 12th and if it is negative, it is negative.
If it is positive, I will be overjoyed!
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